Baby, I loved you first...

Jessica. Twenty-something. USA. Writer. OBLT. A Niall heavy One Direction blog (that has quickly turned into a personal blog, as well), with hints of Ed Sheeran, Little Mix, 5 Seconds of Summer, Olly Murs, & Cher Lloyd. I have a job, so there may be some days when I'm not able to make it on here. Hopefully you guys understand that. Saw the boys live on May 24th, 2012 & July 5th, 2013. Tracking whoreforhoran1d

I was just about to complain about still being up at 3:25 am, but the boys are worth the insomnia.

Let me just say that, at my age, I never thought I’d be as obsessed and dedicated to a band the way that I am with One Direction. I’ll be 23 in 11 days and have absolutely no shame in loving the boys the way that I do. I won’t say that they’ve saved my life, but they have saved me in every other way imaginable. They make me feel great about myself without even having ever met them. I actually do forget that I don’t know them personally because they make it so easy to love and get to know them. And even though I hate this fandom at times, in the end, we’re still a family. I’ll be here until the very end of it all. So, congratulations boys. You’ve had two years of well earned achievements and well deserved praise. Here’s to many more… #2Yearsof1D

Let me just clarify…

I’m not pissed at Niall because the twitcam was a disaster. That’s just stupid. I’m pissed at the site and all of the circumstances that led to it being a disaster. I’m damn grateful for everything the boys do for us fans. Especially when they take time that they could be sleeping or something to twitcam with us instead. I love these boys and everything they do, regardless of whether I benefit or not. They’re amazing and I make sure to show my gratitude.